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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
hello pple... its has been so eventful tt i will juz briefly talk abt the events...
hmm, first, it was the release of the GCE 'O' Levels results... yea, i did not do really well... in fact, i am quite disappointed with myself... need i say more??
then, Chinese New Year came by... it was not the BEST one i've had... my aunt was admitted into hospital on the first day... yep, 18/2/2007... she has been battling cancer for almost 7 years now... and now the cancer cells had spread to her brain, 2 tumours... 1 the size of a golf ball... after the doctor had done a scan on her, we realised tt her whole liver is now a cancer tumour... and, after battling for 3 days, she painlessly passed away on the 21st of February... god bless her, and PLEASE PRAY for her... It may seem pointless to say this but i really regret not doing more for her... its lyk, a job not finished...
in the blink of an eye, the 6th of March came... and the posting results were released... Nigel Leong Leng Khin (tts me) posted to NYP course code C85, Information Technology... and my JPSAE application was not successful... lyk wtf...
so, i went down to Temasek Poly.. the only poly offering the course tt i want... Culinary and Catering Management... so i go up to the person-in-charge and i could only appeal for courses tt i am eligible for...
so, i think to myself, why the f*ck is the post-secondary education system so f*cked up? u are only allowed to apply at courses u are eligible for... so, juz becuz my O levels was not so good, am i destined to be someone who does wad i DUN WANT TO DO?? i am WASTING A PLACE at NYP IT... imagine someone doing Culinary and Catering Management cause he did not get his 1st choice, wouldn't tt person be WASTING A SPACE as well? if i can do wad i WANT to do, wouldn't i be happier? and results be better? so, why can't post-secondary education be based on wad u WANT to do?
juz flaws in the system... and i hope something can be done... cuz i definitely won't want to do IT at NYP...
played at4:28 PM